You are all in a constant battle with love for your quiet strengths and hatred for your blatant flaws. You need to make less of your self-deprecating judgement and more recognition of what you can offer to the world: being you.
There are so many options, and so many ways one’s life can go. I believe that life is all about opening doors, finding opportunities, and taking them. But of course, we always have problems that hold us back. Imagine if we didn’t have that. Imagine if we could live life in a grand perspective, pursuing our dreams without the fear of failure, and live without the fear of death. Of course, there will always be limits and boundaries, but even then the world truly is our playground to explore. I used to feel insignificant in this world because I was such a small fraction of it, but now I see that idea in itself is incentive for me to become something more, and bask in the endless opportunities that are hiding in the shadows. However, I will not be naive. I will not take on the world fully as a dreamer, because expectations are resentments waiting to happen. But I will capture the beauty in life, and be happy, not because I am moving forward but because I chose to move forward. I’ve always had this option, haven’t I? I suppose it’s about time I’ve seen it with my own two eyes,
And grab it with my own two hands. The world is mine to live. So is your.
“(Aww he wrote this for me )-Teary eyes- sniff sniff.
No matter how much sorrow u hold
Come to me and let it unfold
I’ll listen and take it away
And keep your true happiness at bay
I’ll be punching bag when you need it
If you talk to me even for a bit
I promise that I’ll tend to all
Even when you’re about to fall
“I love you” isn’t enough for this
I’ll hold you close in my heavenly abyss”—Randy Le
Love is to put your pride down, if you know that it’s worth it. To make change in your life for a greater purpose. To let the one you love, know that you will always be there. And do everything to show that you care. I learned that if you don’t agree, you should always understand.